people always leave...

She said, 'People always leave, people always leave...and i hate it'.

 Today I said goodbye to my oldest friend. We had dinner at our favorite restaurant and reminisced about the old days. Remembering the summer rain hitting our faces and soaking our clothes as we danced and jumped in the puddles...jumping from memory to memory of how we would sit it in class passing notes and talking. We had our traditions of sleeping at my house and eating Cheetos and oreos in the middle of the night. We would get lost in memories, laughing and enjoying the time we had left together when Jess looks out the window and we realize that it was raining...just for us. We looked out the window for a while smiling. It truly is the little miracles that make the    big differences. At the end, when everything got dark and we had to say goodbye, we hugged and held on for a while, crying. The rain was still falling so for old times sake, we danced. And laughed. The last thing we did was pinky promise that even though we'd be far apart, we'd stay friends and never drift apart again. In that moment, i realized i was saying goodbye to the girl who was always there for me, that i could always trust with my secrets, the one i had so many memories with over the course of three years, i was saying goodbye to my best friend. I love you Jessica Allen.
Pinky promise we'll always be close. <3

People always leave, people always leave...but do they really?