In the eighth grade, my English teacher had us write poetry and writing and that's where it all began and here they are. (:
Love
They say hate is such a strong word but love is just as strong a word and people throw it around like it's nothing. You see adults, teenagers, and even young children telling each other the love that they feel in their heart but who are we to believe we know what love truly is. I think everyone wants it so badly because it's the closest thing we have to magic...
Sports
As I run out onto the field
Butterflies invade my stomach,
They blow the whistle,
the ball is thrown in,
and the game begins again.
Running up and down the trampled green grass
feeling like monkey in the middle.
Then the ball is trapped,
dribbled,
passed,
kicked,
GOAL!
In an instant it's over,
we won this beautiful game I call soccer.
Black
Black,
a color of its own,
dark shadows, scary nights,
the feeling of being alone,
the dark figure in the ally,
but don't be afraid
because come day,
black night is no more.
California
EXCITING, sun in my hair,
sand under my feet,
the waves so sweet,
the tan skin under my brunette hair,
California is great and it's my life,
I am a California girl.
White
Wen people think of white,
people usually think of race,
but when I think white,
But when I think of white,
I see drifting clouds on a beautiful spring day,
I see soft, clean blankets
Just laid out on my bed,
sweet fresh smelling daises,
White cotton shirts,
New and clean
or at least until something happens,
then white is forever stained.
School
As I walk these flooded halls,
I see faces in blur around me,
I will only see what I'm thinking about,
Sorry if I don't say hi to you or smile as I pass,
Don't be concerned about me if I look worried,
It's nothing you could understand,
I'm deep in thought,
As I walk these flooded halls.
Drunk
He stumbles through the door,
into the hall and onto his bed,
the next morning he wakes,
why does he look confused?
Is it because he doesn't remember getting that tattoo?
or the pierce in his lip?
A great night that he can't even rememberr.
Being drunk gives you the best times of your life,
to bad you'll never remember.
20110430
tanorexia
A beautiful day, not a cloud in the sky; sun.
When this addiction falls upon me, it's like a drug.
I'm hooked.
How it feels on my skin, its effect is lovely.
I need more, i need to gain the complexion I desire.
But it's never enough, I need to be darker.
The sun on my skin, the warmth on my eyelids, a slight breeze hit my hair.
Amazing.
Crack out the tanning oil, lay it on thick.
Darker...darker...darker...
A look in the mirror, a sense of disappointment.
I need more, I need to gain the complexion I desire.
But it's never enough, I need to be darker.
A disease. A drug. An addiction.
Tanning is my addiction.
Hello, my name is _____ and I am tanorexic.
Tanorexia; (noun)
1. A disease like anorexia, no matter how tan a person is they never think they are tan enough.
2. A mental disease in which a person believes that no matter how much they tan, they are never tan enough.
Tanorexic;
1. Obsession with being tan and thin.
www.Urbandictionary.com
When this addiction falls upon me, it's like a drug.
I'm hooked.
How it feels on my skin, its effect is lovely.
I need more, i need to gain the complexion I desire.
But it's never enough, I need to be darker.
The sun on my skin, the warmth on my eyelids, a slight breeze hit my hair.
Amazing.
Crack out the tanning oil, lay it on thick.
Darker...darker...darker...
A look in the mirror, a sense of disappointment.
I need more, I need to gain the complexion I desire.
But it's never enough, I need to be darker.
A disease. A drug. An addiction.
Tanning is my addiction.
Hello, my name is _____ and I am tanorexic.
Tanorexia; (noun)
1. A disease like anorexia, no matter how tan a person is they never think they are tan enough.
2. A mental disease in which a person believes that no matter how much they tan, they are never tan enough.
Tanorexic;
1. Obsession with being tan and thin.
www.Urbandictionary.com
20110426
mad
I know we shouldn't fight...
especially with all the distance between us.
The need to be upset is so tempting,
it's hard being so far apart.
The miles seem too much
when I desperately need your touch.
The making up isn't as sweet when you're not next to me.
I know I should try harder but baby, you should, too.
Trust me, if we push past this, all of our dreams will come true.
especially with all the distance between us.
The need to be upset is so tempting,
it's hard being so far apart.
The miles seem too much
when I desperately need your touch.
The making up isn't as sweet when you're not next to me.
I know I should try harder but baby, you should, too.
Trust me, if we push past this, all of our dreams will come true.
20110401
untitled
If only I could apologize for all the mean things I said,
the hurtful words that cannot be taken back...
Everything I've done, I feel bitter remorse,
There is nothing I can do to take back this horrible feeling of emptiness I feel in my body,
when the sobs would not cease and the hurt not yield.
You promised I'd never have to feel a pain like this again...
But the blame is put on me for my broken promises.
I understand I'm at fault but I'd take it all back to end it a little more right.
But the 'what ifs' must end, the 'if only's, too because there was only so much after that I could do.
So we'll 'let bygones be bygones and go our separate ways'
Didn't mean to make sorry such a cliché.
the hurtful words that cannot be taken back...
Everything I've done, I feel bitter remorse,
There is nothing I can do to take back this horrible feeling of emptiness I feel in my body,
when the sobs would not cease and the hurt not yield.
You promised I'd never have to feel a pain like this again...
But the blame is put on me for my broken promises.
I understand I'm at fault but I'd take it all back to end it a little more right.
But the 'what ifs' must end, the 'if only's, too because there was only so much after that I could do.
So we'll 'let bygones be bygones and go our separate ways'
Didn't mean to make sorry such a cliché.
Prom night
A long wait, looking and looking until she finds that one dress that takes her breath away...
She spends hours searching for her perfect heels and a necklace to match.
How beautiful she feels when they put glitter in her hair, the smell of hairspray everywhere.
A finishing touch, make-up scattered all around, just for one night till the clock strikes midnight.
The doorbell rings, her cheeks turn a warm red...He's here.
She makes her way down the stairs for a night she'll never forget.
The expression on his face when he sees her makes him glow, this will be a choice he knows he'll never regret.
The dress that took so long to find, the perfect heels and necklace which were so divine, and the glitter and make-up which made her feel so amazing before he came didn't matter anymore because this one kiss...she'd never feel the same.
So loved, so amazed that this really could be true, all for a night that she'd never forget as he says, "Baby, I love you."
I cannot wait for my amazing senior prom with you baby, I love you so much.
She spends hours searching for her perfect heels and a necklace to match.
How beautiful she feels when they put glitter in her hair, the smell of hairspray everywhere.
A finishing touch, make-up scattered all around, just for one night till the clock strikes midnight.
The doorbell rings, her cheeks turn a warm red...He's here.
She makes her way down the stairs for a night she'll never forget.
The expression on his face when he sees her makes him glow, this will be a choice he knows he'll never regret.
The dress that took so long to find, the perfect heels and necklace which were so divine, and the glitter and make-up which made her feel so amazing before he came didn't matter anymore because this one kiss...she'd never feel the same.
So loved, so amazed that this really could be true, all for a night that she'd never forget as he says, "Baby, I love you."
I cannot wait for my amazing senior prom with you baby, I love you so much.
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