to abandon you softly

The feeling of my heart dropping through my stomach, my eyes warming with tears and sorrow looming over my body...I am not bad for following my heart but to put another human being through the torture of unknowing and ignorance is to harsh to bare. You cannot change how you feel, only how you pursue it. Be strong, be honest and follow your heart. All will be right in the world, healing just takes time. It all just takes time to swallow the fact of abandoning you...if only there was a way to abandon you softly...

Song of the South

When I look into those brown eyes of yours, when you stroke my hand the way you do, it's the sweetest thing. That cute little southern accent of yours, when you turn that country music up high and sing like there's no Tomorrow. Riding in your truck because we ain't going down till the sun comes up. Around that bonfire laying in the bed of the F150, oh those Southern nights. Baby, I've Gone country. Though it may be Wrong, I don't want to spend my time wondering What might have happened. So Just between you and me, If loving you is wrong, I don't want to be right.



*If you haven't noticed, the italics are names of country songs. I'm just trying to mix it up with my writing. Hope you enjoy!

Never under you

Underestimated, undermined, yet never understood. To say I'm deceiving to the eyes is an understatement. My capabilities are one of surprise, for I'm no underdog, I' m not beneath you so never underrate me.

liar liar

I trust you, I try to lend a helping hand...I feel you deserve to be given the chance no one else gave you but in return, you lie. Why should I trade my sympathy for your lies? You've lied, you've cheated and you've pushed yourself so far to the ground that you don't deserve to get up. Don't dare pull others down with you for your stupidity has left you alone. You're a person of deceit, you lie to receive personal gain. But your only personal gain now is to not be perceived as the strumpet* you are. oh, liar liar...



* strumpet: http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=strumpet
Look it up yourself (;