to abandon you softly

The feeling of my heart dropping through my stomach, my eyes warming with tears and sorrow looming over my body...I am not bad for following my heart but to put another human being through the torture of unknowing and ignorance is to harsh to bare. You cannot change how you feel, only how you pursue it. Be strong, be honest and follow your heart. All will be right in the world, healing just takes time. It all just takes time to swallow the fact of abandoning you...if only there was a way to abandon you softly...